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Thanks guys. and for being so cool with your repiles. i was afraid i was going to get flamed or something. I am in forum lurker mode.... I am 23, so over the age for consent in the UK. I am not a virgin and have had an experienced sexual life. I have been lucky to have been in situations which have allowed most of my desires and fetishes to be fulfilled but there remains a few and this is one of them. I am single and even if i was in a relationship i would not and do not pursue this train of thoughts as i realise that their is a secretive element to it in that i enjoy storing these in my personal memory bank - like a notch on my post I would hate for my welfare to be affected by my 'affairs' or carry-on's and since an accident a few months ago i have avoided ANY sexual encounters. I slept with a carpenter i had in to lay the floor, unprotected and had to have an abortion. I make decisions as an adult and i accept full awareness and responsibility - it is just the repurcussions i dread. So if i was to encounter my dream of a gang bang how would i seriously go about looking after my welfare? No fall-outs such as. Regrading the consent i was talking more on the line of 'enforced' as in without consent but that i getting into BDSM and that's another thread! Sorry about the speech

okay what i am trying to say is that the idea of a gang bang just ounds so horny but short of hanging about council estates in hope of getting kidnapped by a gang of horny men (can you tell i have thought of that before!) i don't know how i would go about fulfilling this. i think there might be an issue of 'consent' within this. or maybe i should re-phrase that - the onus for me would be .... oh, i think i will stop there. anyviews would be good opinions even better. ty

I let my friends jack me off. I dont think they are gay it's just a turn on