I have just gotten an e-mail from a close friend who says that my ex - whose heart I broke - desperately wants to talk to me. And just reading his name brought up a whole lot of emotions and feelings, and all I wanted to do now is tell him how sorry I am and how much I love him. That's what went through my head, anyway. And I would have no problem thinking or saying that if I wasn't currently in a relationship, of which I'm not sure the seriousness. After I see him (my current bf) I'm always off in a dream world, thinking about how gentle he is with me and how I just want him to hold me... I'm just so confused about how to define my feelings for both of them, because I really feel so intensely emotionally involved with both.
I'm so stuck because I feel like if I just talk to my ex again, I'd feel inclined to leave my current bf, which I know would hurt him. It just seems there's no way to leave everyone's feeling intact!
Has anyone been in a situation like this? Please help, I feel so lost...
