scorpion666

i still love and miss u so much.....i cant believe we ended like this. i loved you so friggen much and you just have so much anger and hatred towards me its unbelievable, regardless though i'll never hate you even though i should....i cant believe you have moved on so quick, thats a major stab at my heart and all the name calling and hate you have on me i hope you get back worse one day....i didnt deserve that. i hope you and my ex crumble for all the things you've done. i hope one day u wake up and realize that i was the one for you but even if u did i know u wont admit becos of your beloved pride. crash baby crash!

I wish you would stop appearing in my dreams, i wish you would stop appearing in my head all the time. i just want to forget you and forget you even existed. your always in my thoughts every time i wake up and i hate it. why cant i just forget about you and move the fu** on? i hope one day you will feel the pain that i feel and regret not working things out with me. i still love you so much and i wish i didnt. i hope you still think about me like i think of you, i hope you still cry about me like i cry for you, i hope your heart still has a hole in it like mine does.

I am so tempted to message you right now but im doing so well in not contacting you that i wont....however i miss you so much. i should hate you for all things you've done and said after the break up, even though i ended it and made a huge mistake, i tried to get you back hard not because i was "psycho or a creep" but i realized that you were my true love. But you have made it crystal clear that you have moved on and dont give a rats about me...which hurts... I miss our skype chats, i miss our phone chats, i miss kissing you and being in your arms, i miss those gorgeous eyes of yours and your seducing smile. I hate that some other girl has all that and i wish you could of just gave me another chance or at least fought for us instead of bagging us and me to everyone making me out to be some sort of monster.. I hope you never forget me and what we had and i hope you still think of me because i still do despite of everything. I hope one day heaven will bring us back together, and you wake up and realize it was me who was your soul mate and your twin flame. I would pay so much to get on a plane and see you right now but i know i cant. We had something so beautiful going and it ended in disaster, some of myself to blame but also you too. I tried and you pushed me away and found some one else....Maybe you had someone else before i broke it off hence why you were so distant and shady towards me and you could move on so quick. i dont really know and i suppose i'll never get those answers from you, but whatever have it your way. No one will ever love you like i loved you, everyone makes mistakes in life and you cant just punish them for a silly mistake especially if you really loved them...who knows if you even did? The point is, i dont hate you, im still madly in love with you, i wish you would forgive and come back to me