You were a lesson.
I find it sad. I can't tell what was real, I think it was all a lie. I find you to be sad, the type of person you truly are, what you did not even 12 hours later. I have a hard time imagining how someone can be completely devoid of empathy, even more so how it is that I ever came to convince myself that any of it was at all sincere. I need to rid this weight from my mind and say this to 'somewhere' on some context, despite the fact that you will never read this. Thanks for the wake up call, I can do so much better, I deserve so much better.
It was interesting, take care and grow.