It's been four months and I still think about you all the time. I really regret breaking up with you. I'm sorry I told my family about your eating disorder. I'm sorry that I lied to you for a year and a half about that. I miss all the great times we had together. I feel so hopeless. I never felt so close to anyone as I did with you. I hope that one day you'll find it in your heart to talk to me again. I love you
I just want to move on, but I can't.