I am 18 years old and curently enrolled in college. For the longest time, i have had a crush on a kid from my school since seventh grade. During our senior year we became best friends..yay. We did everything together. In public we act as if were just friends;however, when were alone and at his hosue, we almost always start wrestling. Sooner or later somebody always gets hit in the junk. One time, i had him in a head lock and his head happened to be right in front of my crotch and he warned me he would bite and he did. Now we had clothes on but its the fact of the matter that confuses me. Also, the last time we were together, we were wrestling on his bed and he tried to bearclaw me (grab and squeese the privates). Now i stopped him because i was currently erect a the time and i didnt know how he wouldve reacted to that. And whenever were wrestling, as soon as someone, usually his parents, get home, we stop and act as if nothing happened. When im with him i get both impression that hes gay and hes not gay, i just dont know. I really think he would be there for me though if i were to come out to him, but i dont want to risk changing our relationship because i absolutely love the time i spend with him and would be crushed if our relationship was different. If anybody could give me some insight into what they believe i should do or if you think he is gay---because i am just sooo confused about him.
