sunwar

Although i love you so much and i miss our time together...the sad thing is that i can't trust your judgement anymore...perhaps you are still too young...so, even if you will want someday to come back, please forgive me but i'll say no. I have to, even if it's killing me to think about it. I can't let you break my heart again. I'm so sorry about us.

I miss you, and you are with him. It's so hard. In these moments it seems like it's never going to go away.I hate we can't be together, we were so cool.

I don't want to hope. I don't want us to be buddies. I want it to be over forever. I want to be in love again...with someone else.

Just when I was glad that I don't really want you back..I saw that you were online and my heart started to rush...if such a small thing throws me back, will I ever be over you? I want my peace...if you don't want me, leave my mind and my heart, so I can heal. Please.

I just realized that, even if I may be no hotshot...you don't deserve my love. I have so much to offer and I can love with all my heart. Someday, the right girl will come along, and being with you will stop me from being with her. I release you...I'm sorry but I won't take you back, no matter what. Goodbye.

Oh and, I wish some day you'll admit to yourself that leaving me for him was a big mistake. And that you'll break down in tears. And by that time I won't feel ANYTHING for you, and I will be deeply in love with someone who loves me like I wish you would. I hope that you'll do ok but be sorry for the rest of your life. ( damn, that felt good )

Can you really get over me? Is there such a thing as the two of us not being in love? Is he better for you? I loved you and I had so much more love to give to you. How can you not want me if you said you love me too?

You decided to go back with him although we both know that you're not really happy there. If you just had a bit of faith and patience we could have made it. I pray at the same time for two things: to stop loving you and that God may bring you back to me one day, for good. I am afraid that one day you will eventualy stop loving me. I am afraid that I won't be able to stop loving you. In you I saw the girl of my dreams and the future mother of my children. I miss you, but I won't bother you anymore.Perhaps you were too good to be true. How can I stop myself from hoping that one day....maybe...but deep down, I know that it's really over. And it's killing me. Because I don't know who will be able to replace you in my heart. I fear the days and months to come, knowing that you will not be part of my life again. It is the deepest feeling of emptiness I've ever felt. It is like looking into abyss. And you probably don't feel anything close to that. Jesus, how long do I have to suffer like this?