Offroadnissan

I don't understand why you keep pulling me in, and pushing me back. Just the other day you stood there, looked me straight in the eyes and told me you loved me and you were willing to make it work any way possible. You told me it made you sick to your stomach for even just thinking of me with another woman. Yet, yesterday you contact me and tell me you want nothing to do with me anymore? (again?) And that you want to be left alone for a long time? You say that you need to let me go and get your priorities straight. So your priorities consist of having wild drunk nights at your new place? What the hell? Roman told me yesterday you were wanted to go hangout at his place with your friend and have some drinks? As soon as he found out you were going to be there he canned the whole idea. And I'm glad he did. What the hell do you want Mary? You said it yourself. What's going on between us isn't supposed to be happening. I completely agree. But why don't you want to make things work? Why have you kept pulling me in close, then throwing me away over and over these past few months? I've been so depressed and down I can't even eat correctly. I've told you this before. You have 0 damn clue what is right infront of you. I'm done with these games Mary. To be honest. I have no idea why we ended and why we aren't together. I've given you ample amount of examples and reasons why I want you, and want us back together. But you do not listen. You will not find anything as close to what I have to offer. It will be half as good or less. There's someone out there that will love me so much that even when crap hits the fan they will still want to be together and work things out. Quit contacting me telling me you want to see me. It was a mistake to drop what I was doing all those times to go see you and listen to your lies and how you want me back. Because two days later you will tell me the exact same thing. You don't want me anymore. I've told you time and time again. I just want my B back. But not anymore. You've hurt me so much I'm forcing myself to move on. No matter how much it hurts. I've disconnected all relations with you in any way I could. Even something as seeing your face on facebook hurts. But it needs to be done. I hope you realize what you're losing and grow up. Maybe someday down the road we will meet again. Because I do love you. From the bottom of my heart and soul and I always will B. By the way.... One last thing. Party girls are a huge turn off. Grow up.