Gazoo

I am feeling so lost this am. No job, no wife, no best friend. You took it all away without warning. I'm feeling crushed, broken, destroyed. 3 weeks and sometimes I feel a bit better, but today I'm so lost, so alone, so hurt, so broken. Why did you do me like this? You are so selfish and cruel. You could have been so much kinder and gentler in ending this. 9 years and you cheat with a one night stand and then just pack up and move out to date other people? * * * ?!?!??! I feel so insignificant and alone. So very broken inside. No joy and no happiness. You took away my sunshine. I want to hate you but I want you back so bad. There I said it. I want my life back. You stole it and threw me away.