UlyssesGirlBetrayed

My fiance of three years just left me for my best friend of five years. They had been seeing each other since before he left me. I discovered this when I went to her house in the middle of the night for advice on why he left me... and found him there with her. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't work. These people were my life. I'm ready to dig a ditch and lay in it. Any volunteers to throw dirt on me? This is my first time here. Thanks in advance for any help you might have, and for your time.