To God,
I have told you countless times, haven't I?
I said I am willing to give up my talents and passion for her. I did.
I promise I'm willing to give up all the money I have for her. I did.
I said I am willing to do anything just to be together with her, even if it means for me to kneel down infront of people that I hate. I did.
I promise I will never scold her and I will protect her, cherish her and be faithful to her. I did.
I hope that everyone else would be able to find the love of their life, I hope the same to the ones that have destroyed my life. I did.
I said I will feel grateful everyday for having her in my life. I did.
I have done everything.
So why does this happen?
You said Everything happens for a reason.
You took away the only reason for me to survive.
You are the one you taught me, that money, pride, ego and everything I once pursued are nothing compared to her, the love of my life.
You are the one that taught me love is the most important thing.
If you let her back in my life, I will kneel down for you.
I will keep kneeling, until you told me to get up.
Please. Take my hands away. Take all these things away. I don't need them.
I just want her back.