Well those last two posts before me just summed it up. Basically "you don't care about me anymore and I hate that I love you still. You made me feel stupid and you don't care that I am heartbroken." If only you were worth enough energy to resort to violence but you really aren't. Toast is more significant than you nowadays, and please take this xmas present I bought for you away from me it's tainting my car with my anger and resentment towards you.