dancings

I shouldn't love you any more, but I do. I have been completely erased from your life, and yet, I still wake up every morning and the first thought I have is you. Will you ever leave me alone? I don't know how much longer I can live this way. This pain in my chest, the sadness, the longing... just feel like I can't breathe most of the time. I really meant it when I told you, you were the love of my life. I did everything I could to try and make things right, but it was just not enough. I still can't believe sometimes that you are not here. I forget that I'm not supposed to call you, or wait for you.. and have to catch myself. It seems wrong to feel this way about someone and not be their soul mate.