laur

I hate you for making me hate you. I don't know why we have to cut each other out--we've had enough space. Did our relationship mean nothing--it seems so because you're so easily able to abandon me. What did it all mean if you can do this? What does your new person mean? I hate you for jumping in to that--I hate you for not being able to be alone--I hate you for not being whole. I hate myself for wanting to be with you again and hate myself when I feel like I don't want to be with you.