whosnext

I contacted you for the last time today. I had to bow out gracefully, not with anger and bitterness. I cared about you more than any other girl and all I got in return was neglect, abuse, and coldness. I'm better than trying to inflict the same pain on you as you did to me. I tried to do that earlier last week, but I've done my best to correct it so I can hold my head up high when it's all said and done. Doing the opposite is pointless, it won't make you come back or care any differently. Sometimes I wonder how long you have been out of love with me. I know it's been a while. When I noticed you distancing yourself from me last semester, I should have broken up with you then. When you stopped wanting sex and intimacy, I should have given you the boot. Instead I held onto a fool's hope. How silly of me. Lesson learned: I will look after myself as well in my next relationship.