MeerMeer

T, I miss you. Driving along M Dr., I so much miss the good time we spent in Vancouver. That was the time we started out as a family, you, me and my son A. You became A's daddy when he introduced you to his friends. You were his daddy, in the past 10 years. We loved each other, but we did so many things wrong and now we are far apart. When you broke up with me to be with your high school sweetheart, I was miserable. You wanted me to move on, you wanted me to set you free, but when I tried to, you came back. I didn't learn how to forgive you and rebuild our relationship, instead, I kicked you out as a revenge. It's been two years since you left this house, I have never stopped hoping for you to come back. I want us to be like before, T. I can't let you go. But I know you will go. You met your new girl on your vacation, now you are planning to help her get the visa to come stay with your family, and to help her move to this country if things go well. You said she's pretty, you didn't even want to show me her picture as you said it will hurt me. Did she inspire you to live a new life? Do you love her? One week later, if you don't call me, I will know that you choose to be with her. I know you will T. That thinking kills me, I can feel my heart physically hurting. I know you don't care about if I hurt any more. Now you have a new girl. I didn't know you met her on your vacation. In the past two months, I missed you everyday and didn't stop hoping to see your car outside of the house. I wanted you to come back and be with us, be like a family as before, you, me and A. But I didn't know your heart belonged to someone else already. I know you will not call. You are still nice and patient to me, but you said maybe you should not be so soft with me how if you were mean. I want you to be my family, we could have our baby if you like. Tell me you still love me T. Tell me you will stay! One week... I don't know how am I going to survive this one week. And when you don't call by the end, how am I going to let you go as I promised??