hollywood292

Happy birthday, boo. I would have never pictured celebrating your birthday like this; I always imagined it would be a special day we'd spend with your family and friends and it'd be great to be by your side. I thought i'd be the first to greet you happy birthday, but obviously, that isn't happening, so i'm posting here instead..greeting you happy birthday at midnight. I just wish I could spend your special day with you, and I hate that I still feel that way, after everything you put me through.

Someone just texted me and I honestly thought it was you. No one ever texts me at this hour..whenever someone would I knew it was from you. But no, it was a random text from a friend. I miss you

I miss you. I miss talking to you until one of us feel asleep. I don't know why I feel guilty for not talking to you, I guess you have that hold on me. The past 2 weeks have been alright, but tonight it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I just wish you felt the same again. I'm leaving for vacation tomorrow, and I wish you were around to text me and tell me you miss me while I'm gone. It hurts looking at my phone and seeing no new message.