Angelaa

I have been losing my mind ever since it ended. You were the one who cheated and you begged for me back. I said no but it doesnt make it any easier to leave you. I know it should. I can hardly breathe and I asked you how you were... you said "everything is ok". Awesome. So great. One hour ago you said you wanted to fix this, be a better person. Now everythings ok. i have never in my life been so obsessive like I have the last few days. Calling you crying, texting you ALL DAY. And you don't even deserve to hear my voice again. But you were my world And I am not strong enough to leave you alone I'm not. I keep expecting you to show up at my door on your knees begging for a second chance. I feel pathetic. I miss you too much to deal with.