aftershaing

How could you so coldly treat me the way you did, leave and emotionally disconnect from me like that over such a simple thing? That little situation of me not answering your question right when you wanted me to was worth cussing me/harshly talking to me, totally walking out on me and disappearing out of my life? How could you do that to me? Do you think you're teaching me a lesson or something? I was so loving and good to you, never treating you anything like this. How can you do this to me? You are so abusive and you know it. I swear I will not be here when you decide to call me and pretend nothing happened. Like before you will say a sweet sounding sorry and wanna just be normal again. But you leave huge painful traumatic abysses when you disappear. Your treatment traumatizes me. I can't take you back again. Someone who loves and respects all that I am would never even think to do something like this to me. All over me not responding to you right when you needed me to? You have serious psychological problems. I need your toxic and abusive character out of my life for good. I deserve so much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!