stalked

It's your birthday today. I won't be sending my wishes. I'm sure you don't care. I care though it sucks that you had to treat me so badly that I can't forgive you enough to wish you happy birthday. I wish I'd never met you.

Still thinking about you dammit. Over a month has passed now and I still wish I could see you. Still torn over what you did to me and missing the good things about what we had. I guess I'm just lonely today. Every day. I'm treating myself much better but it's harder today for some reason, it's not working so well. I still can't believe you treated me like that after everything I did for you. I guess that's where I went wrong, I shouldn't have given you so much of myself. I was worthless to you after that.

You said you wanted to have a drink to "finalise" things? what the hell does that even mean? When I said I coouldn't see you, you refused to write me a letter? I guess it wasn't that important to you after all, were you just looking for someone to take you out or keep you company for a few hours?? Now your down at P's house and all of a sudden you want me to just forget about it? I doubt very very much that you were hurt by my rejection, since you never gave a * * * * about me when we were together. I told you I had some big things on my plate at the minute, I really do think you are psycopathic