Suzuha

Why did you do this? I was so happy. I miss you and the baby so much. I may not be his mom but I still love him. Please want me and let us be happy again. I'm sorry I was too dependent I understand now and will work hard not to be. We can make it through this. Please. I know your stressed I am too, we can make our communication work. Just please don't leave me. I don't want to lose you and the baby it hurts so much. I can hardly eat and everytime I sleep I dream of you both. Please just save me from this pain. I love you so much and have never felt this way. Please. I love you. I love you. I love David and I love you.