john316

i really hope it doesn't take years for me to get over you. i gave so much of my heart away. now i feel so foolish for giving of me so quickly. and i regret making the 10,000 mistakes i made. why did you move on so quickly. am i that forgettable and un-special to you? i know the answer to that question though. i messed up by being so clingy and pushed you far away.

i wish i didn't mess it up with you. i really enjoyed the time i spent with you and sharing my life with you. things between us got so bad at the worst possible time. i'm sorry for what i said and i hope it doesn't leave a scar for your future. i miss you but i know you're long gone. i hope you remember the good times we shared. and i have faith that God will provide each of us the right person. right now, i wish it were you, but that's just my foolish mind messing with me.