I had a boyfriend early in March this year, for a week. The next day after we slept together he announced he wants to be friends. I fell in love with him and hurt veyr much esp right now since im alone and dont wanna date anybody. Friends keep telling me that he's not worth me, or my time, he's a drinker and in general a bad person. But I cant help forgiving him everything, and still hoping for a re-union. I wanna get over him and move on, but I dont know how. A Tarot reader said he moved on a long ago, and never really had any plans for me, like he used to say he does. I feel disappointed in myself that I could be dumb enough to believe his plans and feelings he used to tell me, but never meant anything. I wish he suffered and came back and dropped to my feet and beg me to come back, maybe this way I will stop wanting him so bad. Its not fair telling young girls things just having the intention to only sleep with them and dump them. A lot of people who know us both, keep telling me that he didnt take me seriously because not too long ago, I used to be his friend's girl. Others tell me he couldnt get over the fact that I used to be with his friend, and so he dumped me first, not to get hurt. In the end, I just hate him and I wish he suffers, and Im sure he does, because he knows he wotn find anybody as sincere and loving, as me.
Anybody who can advise me on getting over with it, please do. All appreciated, bogus_roster
