I don't love you anymore, but I'm still consumed by you.
It wouldn't make a difference what the answer was, but if I knew whether you still think about me, or feel any pangs of guilt for the way you acted at the end, it would make me feel better.
If you were guiltless, I could finish writing you off as the vapid, heartless scum that you have demonstrated yourself to be turning into.
If you feel bad, or ever think fondly of the three years we lived together and shared our lives, it would assuage my mind somehow. I don't want to get back together. I just want to know that I meant something to you. That, even if you still stand by your decision to throw away our relationship the way you did, you occasionally doubt your choice or feel like you made some mistakes along the way.
I don't want to think that I was with someone for so long, who could be as heartless as you appeared at the end. But, certain things that you've done and actions you have exhibited in the aftermath lead me to believe that your silence does not necessarily indicate that you have moved on -- in fact, it appears that your life is in the deepest turmoil since before we met.
Good.