Jaeiyola

I hope you meet someone that will break your heart someday. I hope you feel the pain that I am feeling right now. I hope when we meet again, you'll be sad you let me go. I don't want to go back to you. I promise you tonight will be the last time I check your blog and fb. Have fun with your single status. I don't care.

Hey you. Missing you as always. I just read your blog; seems you're having an amazing time in Japan. I'm worried you have already forgotten about me. You said I was a big factor in your life, and you wouldn't forget about me. Right now, it doesn't seem true. Today is day 4 since you've left. I know saying "I love you" back to me is hard, especially since we're going through this separation; but I doubt 4 days will make you not love me. I love you though. I hope every time you look at the stuffed turtle animal, you'd think of me. And I hope when you're homesick and need someone familiar to talk to, you'd think of me. Until then, I'll be thinking of you. I dreamt of you last night. We were in your room and you were telling me about Japan. It was a wonderful yet sad experience. I welcome my dreams at night, because it's only then, that I'll be able to see your face. R, I love you. I'll never forget you. Take care of yourself.

You broke my heart that day and from then on each day has been so hard to get by. I thought we would be together and be able to fix anything. Obviously not. I don't understand why you never give the option of you and me being together. After all you got back together with 3 of your exs and yet you tell me we can never be together again. If you weren't happy weeks ago, why didn't you tell me? I honestly believe we could have fix it and become a stronger couple. It hurts completely to not have you there. I miss you and even now I want to be together with you. And yet you said you're happy now. Are you honestly happy without me? Do you come home each day and is glad I'm not there? Do you wake up each morning with a smile on your face? Because I don't; I'm not happy without you. I hate how happy you say you are without me. And even thought I want you to be happy, I hate how it's only without me. I thought I was getting better, but some days I crack and break down like it was yesterday. I wish you would contact me. I will you could at least ask me how I am, how I am feeling, or even ask me about my cold. I miss you and wish you miss me too.