beingleft

thanks for trying to turn it around on me and make it seem like i am the one that did something wrong. i can only think it is the only way you can sleep at night is to convince yourself that i did something to make you betray me and leave me on top of it. the part that sucks is i don't think you will ever come to terms with what you did...you will just go on pretending i did something to cause your hurtful actions so you can peacefully rest your head at night and move on. you suck.

Hey you. I love you and I miss you and I always will. You have been my guy for a really long time. We sleep in the same bed every night but I know have come to face the facts that you have cheated from time to time. I didn't even bring anything up when i knew you slept with someone 2 years ago because I would have been accused of spying on you. So I pushed it out of my head and moved forward. But now you have broken up with me. For what? For sticking by you and supporting you? Somehow I still love your sorry a#$ and I do not know why. I just need the strength to not think about you. This is going to take a long time I think.