pinecone

you never log onto msn. why did you? was it to talk to someone new? was it to talk to me, then when i didn't reply you logged off, or did you see me and block me, and now you're looking at 'her'. i doubt it was to talk to me, or you wouldn't have ignored my texts. my life is so * * * * ing pathetic.. but whining to you never did make it better, or at least not in a real concrete way. the problem is that now i'm going to be glued to my phone at all times, over this tiny * * * * ing thing.

god, i feel low. but i won't tell you this anymore. you can't help. i can help myself.

no one understands me like you or loves me like you do or knows any of the things i trusted you with. pathetic vile slug, you could have tried for us but you didnt. you deserved what you got. i am too smart to stay with you after this.