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yeah for sure her finding out like that was not my intention and we are both pretty pissed @ our friends for butting in. Yeah Ive talked with her heaps about it. And yeah we are really close we talk heaps and know everything about each other. But there is still this issue of her just pusing me away. It seems to happen randomly or if say one of her friends has hurt her she just closes up completely and wont let me anywhere near her. I still like her and have never felt this way about anyone before and it really hurts when she is obviously having a hard time and wont let me help her

Hey, My best friend is a chick and we're really close. I haven't known her for as long as I've known otha ppl only about 2 years now..but we just sorta clicked. We met at the start of year 11 when she sat next to me in my physics class..we're both not too outgoing so we didn't talk for a while but once we did we became close very quickly which is strange for both of us as I dont usually make friends quickly and she doesent like letting ppl get too close to her. Anyways we're now in year 12 I'm 18 and shes a cppl a months ynger...over the last year or so Ive found myself becoming more and more attracted to her in every way possible. Anyway about 6 weeks ago because of some of our friends who think we should get together hasseling her she found out how I feel which in a way was good because I was sick of lying to her...She doesent feel the same way even though she's told me she rkns I would be her perfect boyfriend. After this we are still very close...even closer than before actually but every now and then shell put up a wall that blocks me out and she wont let me near her. She often does this if shes been hurt by another friend or something simmilar. I still have feelings for her and it really kills me when she is hurting and she wont let me help her, Above all else her friendship means everything in the world to me and I never want to lose that... I want to figure out why she acts like this sometimes....