Shawnee77

Hello... would you please just talk to me. It isnt fair for you to keep me hanging like this. If there is someone else just tell me I can take it. If its over for good tell me. I dont know what this on hold but I still care crap means. And if we r on hold you would think you would talk to me. Dont tell me what you think I want to hear... you say you dont but i think you do.Youre the first thing I thought of today when I opend my eyes I hate it!

Why did you contact me with your new number in the first place. Do you even think about me, us?

I waited for you for over a year I made sure you were taken care of. I got cold feet have you never been confused or scared? Or maybe that is what is happening to you now. How can you tell me a few weeks ago you love me, then say we are on hold but you still care and now just ignore me like I mean nothing to you. You said so yourself you cant make your feelings go away overnight. I made a mistake, prolly the biggest mistake of my life. What happened to unconditional love? All I want is answers. If there is someone else tell me I can take it. You act like everything is fine when we talk on the fone yet you ignorre my texts. Do you even know what you want? Are you still planning on moving down here, what does on hold mean? You would think you would just tell me what the hell is going on im tired of sounding like a crazy person. Grrrr