pkt

I'm sadder than I've been in ages. I can't control the impulses to check up on you. My life is nothing near what I thought it would be at this point. I feel so abandoned. Kicked to the curb. You've gone back against every word. Why does that still bother me? I was so close with you. I have no positive feelings toward you. It's either indifference or hatred. Nobody has ever made me feel this bad. I'm glad it happened, I guess. It hurts a lot. But only sometimes. In fact, I'm already starting to feel okay...