Amberelise

Why? You said you loved me. The very morning you broke up with me you told me you wanted to marry me. You told me that just hours before you broke up with me via email. Why? Because you gave up? How could you give up on me? If you really truly loved me, how could you just quit? Do you know how much I'm hurting? Do you have any idea what you've done to me? Why? How? You asked me not to contact you, so I won't. I want to. I want to so badly. I don't think you have any idea about how much I love you. I don't think you know how much you're killing me. I'm lost. I don't know what to do. I miss you. Why? Oh god, why?