He called me today from work and asked me if we could hang out tonight. Stupid me, i said yes.. so we hung out.. he asked me if i wanted to go over his friends house and i did.. it was so weird.. i hate the fact that theres this guy there who im totally inlove with and i cant even touch him or cuddle up beside him.. i think by seeing him tonight made me realize that by doing this, im giving him what he wants.. and i shouldnt because he broke my heart, you know? but im scared that if i tell him that i cant be his friend, that he'll just say ok bye and i dont want that cuz i still want to see him, but by seeing him its just going to hurt me even more. ahh i dont know what to do. i went there tonight expecting something good to come out of it but i still left with a broken heart. he kepted looking at me and saying how good i looked and stuff.. ahh its messed up.. i really wish that he would tell me what hes feeling but hes a guy so i dont think i'll ever know..
i was just wondering if you have icq or msn???