shpadoinkle

thanks genesis. it's kinda hard not to worry about it now though, because I'm almost 21 and I've never had a girlfriend.. but I do try to not think about it. Just doesn't work very often.

hehehe. It wasn't really that hard, to be honest. I just cut back on fried foods and coke, stopped eating after 7:00, and go for a 15 minute walk a day. I'm actually getting a little ambitious now, because when the semester starts up again in late August, I'm planning on going running at the rec center every day. I hope I can stick to it. Yea... it might just be that I don't fit in here. 30 minutes north of Pittsburgh doesn't sound too far... but the area here is VERY conservative... and since I'm a guy with long hair, not too many people take a liking to me.

thanks. There is something about myself that I like... even though it's still to high, I'm pretty happy with my weight, considering I have lost 40 pounds since May 2002. Still got a long way to go though.

I'm 20 years old, will be turning 21 in a couple months. I've never had a girlfriend. I've never kissed anybody. And I can't get a girlfriend. I am on the larger side. I'm 6 foot 3, 280 pounds. Here's a pic link removed Am I really a monster? I mean, i know I'm not good looking, but am I really so bad that no girl in the world wants to even be seen in public with me? I'm really depressed about it... I think I'm a nice person... what should I do?