I've always hated cheaters. They make theyre mate feel unloved and betrayed. Its happened to me but for some reason I am my worst enemy. I know that cheating is wrong but I continually do it. I'm in love with a great guy whom I've never thought of cheating on and last weekend i went camping with some friends and was really attracted to one of the guys there. I didnt do anything although i was tempted. However, a couple days later at the bar i saw the same guy dancing with a girl and i found myself extremely jelous and disappointed. So what did i do? I won him over and slept with him that night and woke up the next morning feeling more guilty than i ever have in my entire life. Its been eating away at my inside for 2 days now. I'm not going to make excuses but I will tell you the situation before this horrible incident. My bf is a jehovah's witness and recently strayed from his religion, met me, and we fell in love. I figured that he was never going back but guess what. He did. Now he wants me to stop seeing my friends and to be a straight edge person. No one has ever asked me to do that. Anyways I thought that it wasnt going to work out after i hadnt seen him in 2 weeks but after the incident i realized that i am completely in love with him and i am willing to change my life. I want to tell him so badly but i dont want him to leave me. I am sincerely sorry. What should i do? Sorry this is so so so very long.
