Ok well there's this boy who is 17 and is one year older than me. He noticed me first and liked me alot. I liked him and we hung out alot and i would have hooked up with him, but i dont think i loved him or had strong feelings for him. he had strong feelings for me. the reasons why things didnt happen, i dont know?! after a while things got weird and i said we should be really close friends....even though we had never really been anythign else. i have/had no other boys really in my life other than him so even though my feelings werent that strong he was important to me. he said itd be ok if we were friends, but i knew he was upset. then he just stopped talking to me. he completely started ignoring me. i made it look like i didnt care at all but i do. i thought he still liked me and was just trying to act tough, but then i heard a few days ago that after 5 months of not talking to me he had f ound a new girlfriend from another town and was down at her summer house loving life. It hurt so much to hear it. Why would this possibly hurt if when i had him i never really wanted him that much? Why do i want him now? Hell be a senior next year and ill be a junior, is it possible for us to start talking again? Why am i so upset?! Do you think its possible he can be doing this just to make me jealous????[/b]
