okay, before i share my problem i would like to give you a little backround, because this tends to be a shady area. I am 15, but have been mistaken for AT LEAST 2o, many times, dont get me wrong im not one of those over developed girls who wears tons of makeup and exposes everything, i just look and act more muture than most girls my age. okay, so, considering this realize I get hit on by older guys. keeping this all im mind....
i think it was two years ago that they built a skate park in my town, and i was totally psyched finally me and my friends could go somewhere to skate and be able to stay there for more than five minutes because people kicked us out well when the park opened i saw this guy there who immeidiately caught my eye. we stating skating and hangining out together it was weird, after hangin out with him for not that long i realized we had so much in common our personalities morals values beliefs hobbies taste in music seemed to intertwine. We started hanging out all day and on days it was too hot to skate we would have water fights paint fights then paint thinner fights... playfully , but we always had outr hands on eachother...... i realized months later that i was 6 years younger than this guy.... and he didnt know, so subtly i let him know.... he almost choked on air... he had no idea, we ve been best firends hangin out everysingle day for two years to this day.... but i want so much more im so in love with him and i know he is with me but..... hes six years older than me and my best friend....
WHAT THE HELL DO I DO!
