justmyopinion

I do not know, how old you are. I have been where you are. Look, if you can't trust him, do not torcher yourself this way, you are too young for that, we all are. There is never a reason to break your own heart that much. It hurts now, but the longer that you stay with him, and the more feelings that you have for him, the more it will hurt to look at him, and to trust him. Once you lose trust in someone, it takes alot to get it back, actually I do not know first hand if you can get it back. I never have. The main thing here, is that you do not know whether or not he really cheated on you, and I am sorry that you have been hurt and that you are feeling what you are feeling this very moment. But, the fact still remains that he had a conversation with your friend "privately". So, whatelse could they have been talking about that you were not aloud to hear? Did you ask that question? And if so, did you get a believeable response? Love hurts, it really does, I know this as well as anyone. But sometimes, you need to think of your feelings and how your future will be with this person, if you do not trust him, even though you told him that you believe him, I would get out, NOW! Because, the longer you are with him, the harder it will be and the more you will have been hurt. Because, it will not EVER be the same. I hope that you realize that you will meet someone that YOU WILL TRUST, and that you will be happy with someone one day. I hope this helped. Good Luck on whatever you decide.