Hi
Short and simple. Go to a dr and get some anti depressants and have him look at you for the internal bleeding. Go to a good Christian psychologist. DON'T sit home all day and watch tv or sleep & eat. Force yourself to go to events and church even though you despise it. MOST IMPORTANT: NEVER DATE AGAIN. Be happy in yourself. Be your best friend. Ask your own opinion of whether a piece of art is good or bad, etc. We lose our minds often when our perception of reality has a head-on collision with what reality really is. We were taught by our sunday school teachers, our grade school teachers, parents, grandparents, on and on, to tell the truth and treat people fairly, and they will do the same for you. Another thing we were taught was that if we were totally honest and open with the one we think loves us and whom we love....giving our entire heart to them, the wouldn't break our hearts....that we would be successful in our love lives. Those are only axioms...NOT unchangeable laws of the universe like gravity and laws of propulsion. When our male-adjusted concept of what reality SHOULD be and reality itself has a head-on collision, we lose our mind. We don't understand at all. It does not compute. Bottom line: people cheat, lie, kill, and break each others' hearts....happily and willingly...REGARDLESS OF how much love they've been giving. I'd have to say many of the women I've met are always scheming and planning something in secret in case their spouse doesn't do what they want them to do. THE BEST WAY TO PREVENT DIVORCE IS TO NEVER GET MARRIED AND NEVER DATE.
