okie dokie my parents don't trust me. I'm in the going into the ninth grade right now. in seventh grade i made a huge mistake. when both of my parents we at work during the night, i invited my 'guy friend' over. we did not do anything sexual though. we just talked all night. i fell asleep on his stomach though. i thought it was the best night of my life until my parents find out! apearently my nosey neighbors told on me. i was so pissed off!!! anyway that broke the entire trust thing my parents had for me. and that's A LOT of trust. and they were even doubting my virginity! (i'm still a virgin to this day. no matter what i say, they don't believe me!) OK i know i was young, stupid, and careless but COME ON!!! that was like almost 3 years ago! i've been trying to gain their trust but i keep breaking it. on accident though. little things. my parents are wayyyyy too uptight. like if i'm 5 minutes late the trust is gone. meet up with a boy, trust is gone. anything that has even a tiny bit suspicion of me being with a guy or doing something illegal. i used to be really bad for a 7th grader. but i've matured so much during those 3 years and they can't see it! i try talking to them but they won't listen!!! this gets me soo sad sometimes. not the fact that i'm not allowed to chill wit guys, but because knowing my parents don't trust me! it's depressing. and it's interfered with alot of things in my life. i can't have a b/f (i know i'm a little young -14- but c'mon it's 2003) i can't go to the movies with guys. (not even in bigg groups!) so i always end up sneaking around. then i start feeling really crappy with guilt. i need some advice on how to gain their trust back. please!! this is ruining my good young years!! and i don't wanna be tyed down in high school.
