Left him TWO messages! lol
The first time, this morning, I got a little tongue tied and just said 'I realised i'd made a mistake, not thinking about his feelings or phoning him etc..'
The second time, as I still don't truly know what is wrong as not one word the whole time I asked him if he was ok as I was worried and realised that maybe he's having another problem unrelated to me and how selfish I was for thinking that it's all about me, as usual!
We live in same town, share some of the same friends so will find out eventually.
Fingers x'ed for the coming week, not weeks I hope