Friday was the day. I'm no sissy, no ***. We were talking, just chatting, I hadn't planned on telling her about how I felt about her yet.
We were talking about people in school, and whether we liked 'em or not (heh), just stupid every day chit-chat. Suddenly she started talking about guys, this and that what she liked and didn't like, ... then it came.
She told me about a guy who had fallen in love with her a long time ago and still wanted her. She told me a lot about him, how he was. I asked her if she had feelings for him and she said she felt something for him but wasn't really sure if she wanted him. She said he definetely wanted her, and she didn't know what to do. I was heartbroken. She kept going on about how sweet he was, how caring, how he did stuff for her, ... slowly tearing me to bits.
I let it all go. I told her about 2 years ago, asked her what her feelings really were back then and she was startled and TOTALLY denied it ALL. I think I'm in pretty much the same situation as the guy in the other article "I CANNOT believe this". She had a bad crush on me back then and I know it's true but I won't hammer on it or so. I think now she does realise I'm in love with her, I don't need to tell her any more.
I don't know where our friendship is gonna go now, I've seen a totally different side of her now... I'll have to see in the next few days.
