My ex? and i met at uni when we were 21. She fell pregnent very shortly after being together. I was totally unshore about becomeing a father but decided to go along with her and become a young parent. 31/2 years later we have 2 beatifull happy children though our relationship is almost over. There were many good and bad times shared between us. I struggled to get rid of my partying habbits which had its affect on her, but have finally matured into a responsible parent. Our arguing was a major problem, so much so that after procrastinating about moveing out for a while, i eventually did. This i regret as shortly after, her friend moved in, another younger female who may lead her astray. Our arrangements were i had the kids of evening after work and every 2nd weekend. Basically she has been enjoying her freedom so much she doesn't want to look back. She has sleept with one other guy she has told me about and put an AVO on me for a minor argument. She says she is really unshore about who she is. One weekend when everything is good she'll tell me to hang in their. The next she'll tell me it's over. I am truly heartbroken as all i want is my family together, but don't know if things will ever be the same between us if i get a 2nd chance with her. Maybe now im just lonely being a single dad, i just don't know what to do, and how to move on? I feel as if im trapped in a very difficult situation. I know when i don't have contact with her things arn't as bad, but when i do i break down and totally wear my heart on my sleeve.
