iamthebadguy

First my girl = my girlfriend. Second girl = my ex. Ehh... we don't want to break up with our current significant others, I think both of us want to keep this affair going on. Hehe, I don't know about anyone else but the idea of that sounds pretty hot to me

So, about two months ago I decided to call it quits with my two year girlfriend, whom i'm gonna call april. I was a bad boyfriend to her and I wanted her to have someone who would treat me better than I did. I lied and cheater on her and she treated me so wonderfully. We both decided to move on. I recently found a new girlfriend and april found a new boyfriend about 3 weeks ago, and they are in love. We are both happy with our new choices and each others choices. Right now, all we want is the best for each other and we are managing to be really good friends But today, things have gotten really weird. April and I go to the same school and we go to the same class, Theatre Arts. We still sit next to each other and we still talk and take notes and stuff. Today, it was weird. We were more touchy feely today than usual. We started massaging each others hands... then managed to hold hands for a long while. Not only that, but you can feel the sexual tension between us building. Class ended early so after class ended, I walked her to her car like usual. I gave her a hug like i usually do before I leave her car. Then, she asked if I can keep a secret. I said yeah, sort of knowing where this was going to go, and she tells me that she still has feelings for me. I told her I feel the same way (which I do). We held each other for a little longer before telling each other that we still thought about each other and wished we could be together. She wished I could have been a better boyfriend and she wished she could trust me. I asked if she could keep a secret, and she said yeah. I looked down at her passionately and hovered over her face. Our lips nearly hitting each other and our eyes looking at each other deeply. I told her that I wanted to kiss her, and she said that she did too. So we kissed. We both promised each other we wouldn't tell anyone else and pretend it never happened. We would have done more I think, but we knew we shouldn't move so fast or do anything. I feel like somethin is wrong with me, but I do not have any plans of telling my girl or anyone else. I want to keep going with her. But I also feel like... I might be falling in love with my new girlfriend. I don't know what the {mod edit} is wrong with me I just wanted to get it out there. I needed to tell someone, anonymously