Hi,i have a very bad situation and i'm not sure how to deal with it. I need some one to tell me what to do. I'm only 16 and i have no one to talk to about this.Its a long story about me and this girl in my class.
I met her and we used to talk alot. I asked her out a couple of times and we used to have a lot of fun on our dates.However, a few months ago, she suddenly kept avoiding me, i sensed something was wrong and i was so in love with her that i didnt want to lose her.I asked her to be my girlfriend one day but she told me she wasnt ready for a relationship. I didnt take the rejection well at all.I pretended that things were okay and we were friends, though not as close as before. My heart was in a million pieces and it took me a full five months to try and get over her.By the start of october i was starting to move on with my life, up until my 16th birthday party when i got drunk. I remember very little of that night, but people have told me what i said. She was at my party. I said that i still cared about her and i loved her and i said all sort of feelings that i repressed when she rejected me. I was calling after her when she left that night in the rain saying i still care. It was horrible when i found out the next day. I told her i was sorry for getting involved with someone like me. She's a sweet girl and she said she didnt take anything i said to heart. Ever since then, i've been so confused. I noe i love this girl but...i just dont know how to fix things. I messed up so much and all i want is her in my life.
I should i fix things and make her mine? I really really want her. I cant stop thinking about her ever since that night. We went out for a movie a few days ago, but...we barely talked and i thought maybe i should move on. But everytime i see her, i want her.
Should i just move on without her in my life knowing that i cant make it work between us or should i try to make things work between us? Please help me somebody, i love her.
