I'm lost. Thats just how I feel right now. I am only 6 months married and I feel so lost. I don't feel happy and when I really think about it I don't know if the basic of loving my husband is even there for me. He's a great guy but I don't feel like I love him. I don't feel satisfied in the relationship and I feel like I'm battling more with the idea of failing at it and the expectations of myself to make it work than with whether or not I should stay. I feel like a disappointment. Like I'm not supposed to feel this. So I push it down and try to push through but in about two weeks the feelings pop up again where I don't want him around, I feel bitter as if he's holding me back in my life. We don't have sex because its the last thing on earth I want to do with him. Everything else in my life is on track except for my marriage. I'm really scared to even admit these feelings. I just don't feel like I love him anymore. I need some insight please. Anything will help.
