breley

I was seeing someone for over 3 years, and even living with him. We recently broke up with each other, and got our own apartments. He still comes by my place everynight, and even calls. When he is with me, we act like we are still together, we kiss and cuddle and watch movies. He keeps telling me that he would like us to be friends and that he loves me, yet I do love him and have strong feelings for him. I told him not to come over, or call, because I am having a mental brake down. I feel alone and empty, and he still wants to go to the beach. I don't have alot of friends, so I go for the company. I find myself crying at night, and wondering what i am doing wrong.. Pleease Help... thanks Bre