hi yall in new to this board found it why googling how to rebuild trust...figures..ok here is what is going on i have been with my bf for 8 months and its been a rollercoaster ride of crazy emotions.. we have both cheated i cheated first only twice and he has cheated on me well i lost count...i moved up to alaska from washington and we were trying to rebuild out reletionship..well he went to california for a weekend and i snooped into his voicemail and email myspace everything..found out some crazy things that he had did and lied to me about while we were together andi fliped and starting talking to guys on the inet never met any of them and didnt intend to i was pissed and he knew my codes so i wanted him to find them ok i know stupid cuz now it has backfired and he says he can't trust me whatsoever so today i was on yahoo and one of the guys that i had talked to imed me so i deleted the message and blocked him well my bf walked in the door i told him about it and now he is pissed and he is telling me that i would of talked to him and blah blah blah i don't understand should i have not said anything i mean he thinks i was talking to him and i really wasn't help im very irritated not only with him but myself thanks
