i personally think you should just try your best to get over this horrible time and turn to ppl like ur family and close friends. Spend more time with ur family. It will not only make you forget abour her but you'll be able to spend time with them and get closer to them. If you have siblings, spend time with them...go out for an ice cream, watch a movie together or w.e...it will help to get through this time and you will benefit from being surrounded by ppl that always loved u and always will...u will never regret it...ur family is ur number one source for love and comfort....at least thats what ive learned from my experiences...hope this helps
