I'm just now admitting it because, it hit me the hardest tonight.
I'm 17. I'm your typical overachiever. I make straight A's, I'm involved in sports, music, student council, I do volunteer work, I was president of my grade, and I manage to have a social life with many good friends.
I know, I know, I'm going to bring it up, but every since this whole myspace frenzy started...I'm just gonna come right out with it...I've been making fake profiles with fake pictures and talking to people, mainly guys. It started about January and what I'll do is talk to them, get close to them as we talk and I'll tell them, "Let's meet in person, I'm meet you here...etc." So they're there, and I go to that place as MYSELF and I pass by them, get a good look at them, and that's it. I get sheer pleasure out of seeing someone I've talked to online, in person.
Here's the thing, I've been talking to this guy for about 8 months, a lot of it was on the phone, and we really like each other, but he fell for the girl on the fake myspace...not me...but I've carried on with it for this long, tonight i asked to meet him and i saw him, 2 hours later, i saw him crying because MYSPACE GIRL didn't show...I can't tell him that I've been faking it...I don't know what to do...
I've been doing this for a while, but I have no problem getting guys in person, and none of my friends know about it. I want to drop doing this, but about this guy I've been liking for 8 months...i don't know what to do about him...
