Hey folks, it's the first time i've done something like this so i apologise if i don't come accross very well.
Anyway i've been in a relationship with this girl for about 2 months now and i really like her... I'm her first real boyfriend from what i gather...It started of really well she was into it and seemed to really like me. We live about 50 miles apart so because of work and other commitments i can only see her once or twice a week for several hours.(totally need a car Nowadays when talking on the phone she doesn't seem very intrested and only really contacts me if i contact her. When we're with each other its fine though.
4 days ago she left for Glasgow(170 miles away) to do a course to gain expierence in a career she hopes to pursue. Before she left she was telling me to make sure we keep in contact every day and phone her as much as i can, and if i can't she'd phone me. First day went ok, but now shes started making friends which isn't a problem. It seems to be all guys shes befriending which yet again isn't really a problem! I'm just getting a bit iffy as they seem to have more in common with her than i do and shes started blowing me of to be with them if you read on you'll see what i mean. Last night she was supposed to phone me at 9pm but she never... So i phoned at 11pm to see what was up. She said she went out for food with a guy from college, so would have to phone me back in 15 minutes as hes just going. 45 Minutes passed i got a txt saying she wasn't phoning cause shes away to a club with him. Sent her a txt this evening asking her what shes up to tonight and if she wanted me to call and all i got was a rely saying ''don't know'' with no little ''xxx's'' that are something she always does unless somethings up.
Am i just over reading things or am i right to be paranoid? It's not really i think she's cheating as i don't... It's more of a thing i don't know if she wants to be with me or not and i can't find the courage to ask her as i'm scared she'll say what i don't want to hear.